119: It’s Just Anger But You Can Vent!

Ex broke up with me many months back. I’d never follow through on any of these things, but she started dating a friend of mine and sometimes I just want to seriously hurt him so he’d stay away, or torch his car. Or do something to ruin his business.
Besides that, there’s always some little thought that hopes some tragedy will happen in her life so I can be there. Usually rape or a death in her immediate family. F***ed up, because I could never wish either of those things on her, and I really like her family. I don’t want them to die.