Whenever I spend time with my mother, I feel this unquenchable urge to cut myself and throw myself off a very tall building.
Nothing And Nothing
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One o’ three: cold water
For a week straight I had the urge to put myself in cold places. I took off my shirt and held my arms and torso under the freezing cold sink water. I open my window and try to make my room as cold as possible.
One o’ two: Sheriff
Most times, when I see a garda alone on patrol, or even sometimes when there’s 2 of them, I get a near uncontrollable urge to tackle the piglet from behind and jump up an down on his head with both feet till there’s no head left at all. It’s weird tho cos I don’t feel angry at the time, just really excited.
Sheriff
One o’ one: violent
Sometimes I get the urge to just punch people in the face, even if I dont know him or her. I just feel like punching their faces. Oftentimes I get the urge to cut and see myself bleed. I just need to see blood!
When I see cute animals and babies, I get the urge to pick them up, hold them by their feet, and slam them against a wall several times! or even stomp on their heads! their cuteness is something I can’t take!
One Hundred: Bridge Driving
While I was driving on the freeway today, I almost drove myself off a bridge. I had to consciously tell myself not to do it.
I’m terrified because I’m depressed due to physical circumstance with little improvement in sight. I drive on the freeway multiple times a week, and for long stretches of road.
Ninety-nine: rage
I have the urge to cut myself in half I’m suffering from rage… I want to jump onto spike.
angry bunny
Ninety-eight: The great reflection temptation
Whenever I’m in town and I see my reflection in the windows of a shop or mirrors of a car I have the urge to punch them or kick them.
Get the urge and “like” purge the urge on Facebook!
Ninety-seven: 10 times per day
I have the strong urge to make myself sick or hurt myself badly at least 10 times a day each day some days I feel like beating the crap out of myself with my fathers belt, sometimes I want to go over to the river beside my house and jump in knowing I can’t swim. I had the urge to poke my eyes out with Pen earlier today and then cut my fingers off with my mothers kitchen knife. Sometimes when I’m alone in my room i feel like throwing myself up against the wall until i pass out or choke myself with a belt. I want to bite my lower lip until I go all the way through. I want to swallow all the detergent in the laundry room when i’m doing laundry. So I guess I can say I have the insane urge to hurt myself constantly.
Brittany
Ninety-six: On the Move
I want to throw myself out of my boyfriends moving car.