Whenever I am walking and a car comes from the other direction towards me, I have a very strong urge to put my fist out infront of the windscreen, smashing through and punching the driver directly in the face, I know it wouldn’t end this way in reality, but it would still be awesome
For a week straight I had the urge to put myself in cold places. I took off my shirt and held my arms and torso under the freezing cold sink water. I open my window and try to make my room as cold as possible.
Most times, when I see a garda alone on patrol, or even sometimes when there’s 2 of them, I get a near uncontrollable urge to tackle the piglet from behind and jump up an down on his head with both feet till there’s no head left at all. It’s weird tho cos I don’t feel angry at the time, just really excited.
Sometimes I get the urge to just punch people in the face, even if I dont know him or her. I just feel like punching their faces. Oftentimes I get the urge to cut and see myself bleed. I just need to see blood!
When I see cute animals and babies, I get the urge to pick them up, hold them by their feet, and slam them against a wall several times! or even stomp on their heads! their cuteness is something I can’t take!
While I was driving on the freeway today, I almost drove myself off a bridge. I had to consciously tell myself not to do it.
I’m terrified because I’m depressed due to physical circumstance with little improvement in sight. I drive on the freeway multiple times a week, and for long stretches of road.
