One o’ one: violent

Sometimes I get the urge to just punch people in the face, even if I dont know him or her. I just feel like punching their faces.  Oftentimes I get the urge to cut and see myself bleed.  I just need to see blood!

When I see cute animals and babies, I get the urge to pick them up, hold them by their feet, and slam them against a wall several times! or even stomp on their heads! their cuteness is something I can’t take!

One Hundred: Bridge Driving

While I was driving on the freeway today, I almost drove myself off a bridge. I had to consciously tell myself not to do it. 

I’m terrified because I’m depressed due to physical circumstance with little improvement in sight. I drive on the freeway multiple times a week, and for long stretches of road.