Whenever I’m in town and I see my reflection in the windows of a shop or mirrors of a car I have the urge to punch them or kick them.

I have the strong urge to make myself sick or hurt myself badly at least 10 times a day each day some days I feel like beating the crap out of myself with my fathers belt, sometimes I want to go over to the river beside my house and jump in knowing I can’t swim. I had the urge to poke my eyes out with Pen earlier today and then cut my fingers off with my mothers kitchen knife. Sometimes when I’m alone in my room i feel like throwing myself up against the wall until i pass out or choke myself with a belt. I want to bite my lower lip until I go all the way through. I want to swallow all the detergent in the laundry room when i’m doing laundry. So I guess I can say I have the insane urge to hurt myself constantly.

I want to throw myself out of my boyfriends moving car.

I have this urge to throw anyone who speaks to me while I’m on my period through a brick wall.

Whilst walking my dog I had the strongest urge to walk onto the road and just stand there until a car came and hit me…

I often get the urge to eat living animals. It has happened with rabbits, cats, fish, birds, and occasionally, dogs. The more harmless they look, the more I want to eat them.

I was washing dishes the other day, and went on washing knives. While washing the knives I had this strong urge to stab myself.

I had this urge tonight while doing dishes. I saw this tictoc clock we have and wanted to put it and all the other clocks I own in my dishwasher. I might just do it!